I can’t believe how much junk there is in the world. Physical junk, clogging up the garbage cans and the corners of my own fucking room; Emotional junk, blocking up my real feelings from manifesting in words.
I’m incredibly disconnected right now. I want to purge… my stomach especially, since I’ve been eating rice cakes and pita w/ hummus like a third world child. When I’m so disconnected, I just get the urge to fill myself with more junk. Damn you perpetuating system of this damned civilization I live in!
In conclusion, I don’t really want too much for my birthday (April 12th equals 19 year old ;___;)…. let’s see…
- I want mom to take me clothes shopping, maybe in April when we’re here in Ottawa
- Maybe I want some alcohol…. because I’m a stereotypical teen like that
- I want homemade cards if at all possible.
That’s about it. Oh, and my residence mates have already been ordered to buy me a fairtrade cake from Second Avenue Sweets in the Ottawa Glebe <3 Nuff rant.
infinnyti said,
March 16, 2008 @ 7:38 pm
Will you be home for your birthday? ;3; I want to come visit~